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Weekend Trip

To the place of endless green, different kinds of plant cover and blue..

To the place of peace..

To “Akçakoca” where is the coast of Black Sea..

For what?

Maybe for just to take a photograph..

Maybe to rest a little, to breathe deeply the fresh air..

For trekking to the green and high hills..

With whom?

>With people from my basic photography class.

After 5 weeks, I finished the first level of AFSAD Photography Class.<

I’am sure that this weekend will be interesting and different for me! Besides, this will be the first time for me to see Akçakoca.

Hope you’ll enjoy your weekend.

Today Tim’s Birthday!

He is so cute for me. But, not cool:)

He is charming.

He is so sensitive to the people that he loves.

He is successful in his bussiness; very hard working man. (I didn’t see anybody like him before.)

He is just a traveller, travels all the time. Even today, on his birthday, he is in abroad for work:(

I love to be with him;

Because has a gorgeous smile!

Because he is looking at me very gently!

Because he is so close and sincere to me and to my precious!

Happy and Long Years To You Tim.

This Weeks Movies..

Since on Sunday, I’am watching different movies that always wanted to see. Because I have a new DVD Player now:)

Well, the first film that I watched was “Confessions of a Dangerous Mind”. (2002) It is directed by George Clooney. His first directing experince..

Film is about a legendary showman’s, Chuck Barris’ double life. (OrBarris sad so) Television producer by day, CIA assasin by night.! He killed 32 people as a hitman of CIA.

Barris, someday, met a CIA agent (George Clooney) and he was recruited by the CIA and trained to become a covert operative. He is the creator of The Dating Game (known as Saklambaç in our country), The Gong Show and The Newlywed Game on TV.

(I gave it 7 over 10)

Second film was “The Last Samurai.” (2003) Ok, I accept. I did a big mistake not to watch it on a big screen. Besides, I love Tom Cruise.

I adore the story of honour, courage and tradition. Great battle scenes, wonderful scenery and wonderful acting from Tom and Ken Watanabe.

(I gave it 9 )

The last film that I watched was “Invasion Les Barbares”. (2003) It’s a Canadian touching movie about friendship, life. It suggests that the increasingly nihilist capitalism, or money, seems to be the only way to get around in this world. There is a (socialist proffessor) man dying from cancer and his ex-wife, ex-lovers, old friends and his son came to him to share his last breathe.

(I gave it 8 over 10) It also was the Academy Award winning film of 2003 category of Best Foreign Film.

Next film that I’am planning to watch is “Thesis”. (1996) It is the film of great Alejandro Amenebar. (It is a horror or thriller film) By the way, I don’t know how can I wacht it alone!

For today’s post, I inspired my dear friend Adil. He always do film critics:)) (www.hindistan.blogspot.com)

Smile To Yourself, To Your Life, To Your Precious..

Wake up.

Open your eyes and look around for a while. Try to see the ray of sunlight in your bedroom. It’s colours, glitters.. Listen to the silence of the morning.

Then, stand up gently and walk to the window. Open it and take a strong and deep breathe. Feel the fresh air in your lungs. Blow up your chest.

Then, look at outside. What can you see?

Are you able to see your whole day from the beginning till the end?

I can..

I can see my happiness, success, fails, tears and I can hear my laughters. I can predict my whole day if I try. I can hear my precious’ voices and screams. I can hear what they say. I can feel what they feel and I can take  what they send to me! I pray. I’am praying more than before at my thirties.

Then I go to the bathroom. I look at the mirror and smile to myself.  I look at the mirror, but not like the Narcissus:) Because I don’t want to fall down into the river like her. I just try to start my day to be good.

Smiling is the most effective way for starting a good day. Don’t forget smiling to yourself first  then the others at the beginning of the day till the end.

Smile to yourself.

To precious.

To your life.

You don’t believe your eyes what you win at last.

I Cried Last Night…

Yesterday I was off, that’s why I listened all my CD’s again and again..

I cooked something nice, after a long time.

I fed gooses and swans at “Kugulu Park” and lied down on grassy cover.

Then, at midnight listened very touching song .. It is written by Joss Stone to his elder brother Daniel.

I cried last night.

This song affected me very much!

Maybe, because I have two wonderful brothers.

Maybe, because I remembered how much I love and miss them.

Maybe, because I celebrate their birthday recently and I’am thinking them too much than before. (Tuna Can was born 17th. May 1991 and Cihan was born 19th. May 1978)

Anyway, I just wanted to share its lyricks..

(Love and try to protect your brother’s and sister’s much, if you have..)

Daniel

He shares my blood

He holds me soul

Will he ever know, ever know

He’s cutting his own skin

He’s my brother

Comes straight from my mother

He’S stronger than he thinks he is

Let him know, let him know

I pray to God

Will he help him?

Does he deserve this?

I don’t know

At times he comes across selfish

But he ain’t a bad person

This I know

His lies, his cheats, his stealings

Makes me cry till I stop repeat

He’s simply lost his mind

Lord, I’am asking you Lord

Will you help him find it?

Oh myself,

I will and you will find a way

I live by that

Each and every day

Daniel,

Won’t you listen to the words I sing

Writing this was harder than you’d ever think

You’ve got a heart

You’ve got a mind

You’ve got a soul

And your eyes are kind

Your eyes are kind

Daniel,

Would you listen to the words I sing?

Writing this was harder than you’d ever think.