Aylık Arşiv: Mayıs 2005

I Cried Last Night…

20 Mayıs 2005

Yesterday I was off, that’s why I listened all my CD’s again and again..

I cooked something nice, after a long time.

I fed gooses and swans at “Kugulu Park” and lied down on grassy cover.

Then, at midnight listened very touching song .. It is written by Joss Stone to his elder brother Daniel.

…

I cried last night.

This song affected me very much!

Maybe, because I have two wonderful brothers.

Maybe, because I remembered how much I love and miss them.

Maybe, because I celebrate their birthday recently and I’am thinking them too much than before. (Tuna Can was born 17th. May 1991 and Cihan was born 19th. May 1978)

Anyway, I just wanted to share its lyricks..

(Love and try to protect your brother’s and sister’s much, if you have..)

Daniel

He shares my blood

He holds me soul

Will he ever know, ever know

He’s cutting his own skin

He’s my brother

Comes straight from my mother

He’S stronger than he thinks he is

Let him know, let him know

I pray to God

Will he help him?

Does he deserve this?

I don’t know

At times he comes across selfish

But he ain’t a bad person

This I know

His lies, his cheats, his stealings

Makes me cry till I stop repeat

He’s simply lost his mind

Lord, I’am asking you Lord

Will you help him find it?

Oh myself,

I will and you will find a way

I live by that

Each and every day

Daniel,

Won’t you listen to the words I sing

Writing this was harder than you’d ever think

You’ve got a heart

You’ve got a mind

You’ve got a soul

And your eyes are kind

Your eyes are kind

Daniel,

Would you listen to the words I sing?

Writing this was harder than you’d ever think.

Sometimes…

17 Mayıs 2005

Life is good.

Sometimes it looks so empty, Or so pretty.

Meaningless.

Sometimes it has full of fun&joy, Full of sorrow&sadness,

Death&birth,

Doubth&confidence,

Sometimes it is ready to rise, Ready to fall,

Sometimes it is so unfair..

Boring, Frightening, Open to dispute,

It is exciting sometimes and it is vigorous.

But, Despite all the good&the bad things and tears like a river,

It is ours!

Part of ours existence..

Reason of our survival..

Ayşegul Sultan..

10 Mayıs 2005

She is sweet, sensitive, helpful, succesful, reliable, thoughtful, patient, talented singer:) very good dancer, my holiday companion…

She is the one that I can not argue even once.! She is lovely, my brunch partner, my consultant:)

She is the one who loves only one colour: Black!

She is perfect and my best friend..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYSEGUL SULTAN:)
……………..

Tatlı arkadaşım, en iyi dostum..

Her zaman, her koşulda sana güvenebileceğimi hissettirdin bana. Bende olmayan sabrına ise hep hayran kaldım!

Şarkılar söyleyip, deliler gibi dans edebilmek, beraber -yine- tatillere gidebilmek, iş hayatımızda da -yine- beraber olabilmek isterim. Sen siyah rengin peşindeyken alışverişlerde, ben canlı renklerle yine peşinden koşacağım biliyorum.. Varsın olsun, siyah renk sana yakışıyor:)

İyi ki varsın..

Golden Arrow..

9 Mayıs 2005

Came back to home..

When I was in Antalya for weekend, I joined with some of my friends at the International Grand Prix of Archery. Turkey was the host country of 18th. Golden Arrow Organization.

 

For The Mother’s Day…

5 Mayıs 2005

My Mother…

She was the most beautiful and kindly woman that I’ve ever seen when I was very young.  I was getting jealous of her so much. Her hair, her behaviour, her smile, her beauty..  Now, she is more beatiful and pretty woman more than ever. Still caring, sensitive, tolerant, strong and emotional.

Maybe she is 51, that’s why she can not tolerate something easily. But she is the woman of 3 brilliant kids and all of them love her too much.  All of them agreed that she is the best person that a mother should be!

She was always just by my side even though we have a long distance.  She gave me help, support and confidence.  We laught together, cried together with full of tears, full of love..

All I want to say;

Now, whatever I’ve become is because of  YOU and my grandma, and I thank you forever for our special relationship.

Mother…

I LOVE YOU ..

 

P.S.

From tonight at 23:15, I’ll be off again to Antalya.  That’s why I prefer to post my “The Mother’s Day” writing today..

Mother’s are our precious.  That’s why we need not to forget everyday that they are the one valuable and forgettable person for our lives.