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Remembrance&Celebration

21 Şubat 2005

Today is very important date of my life..!

Today is a remembrance day of my grandma’s death. I lost her on 21st. of February 2002. “Wherever you are, I hope you are in a peace and quite.. I owe you to both my life and my home. I love you my dear.. I never forget you and the things that you made for me..”

Today is also a celebration day of my 3rd. year in this job. Stable, happy and productive 3 years.. This job gave me a career that I always imagined. That’s why I want to thank somebody who recommend me to my employer..

Happy Anniversary…

What I’m Missing..

18 Şubat 2005

I don’t like the cold weather much.. I never easily warm up!

I don’t like the storm and lightning flash.. I always scared it!

I don’t like walking on the icy streets.. I always fall down since my childhood days!

Rainy and misty days remind me the blues.. sorrow.. depression..

My favourite season, absolutely, is spring! I’m really both excited and sad.

I’m excited, because I’ve missed the smell of this season.. I’ve missed the feeling of get lost in warm and breezy spring afternoons. I’ve missed walking by bare foot on grass. I’ve missed the long daylights, gardens with colourful flowers, trees with dressed. I’ve missed sunlight and tweets of birds. I’ve missed going somewhere out with friends for picnic. I’ve missed to feed gooses and swans at the park in weekend mornings.

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On the other hand, for only ONE reason, I’m sad. That is, I realize that time is passing cruely fast despite all the good things and me and people that I love are getting older..

What I’m Dreaming of …

12 Şubat 2005

..to become a published author.

…to speak french, again, fluently.

…to fall in love-really!-.

…to have a baby.

…to win, at least one, veteran tennis championship.

…to be an employer of my own job.

…to have a gallery exhibition for my photographs which are taken by me within the years.

…to dive in Ocean.

 

My Dreams That Come True…

11 Şubat 2005

…visiting Paris and Prag in my twenties. (For Prag, end of twenties:)

…having such a good job and career that I always dreamt of.

…living a realtionship with passion. (Although the same relationship was unesay!)

…having my own apartment with my taste.

…being with lovely friends all the time when I need.

…creating art with my photography and writing.

…starting diving and skiing even after the university.

…studying at Middle East Technical University.

…learning of being happy when I’am alone.

I was in Gebze…

10 Şubat 2005

between the dates of 6-9; we had a training programe which was fine and effective. Participants also were fine and funny. I met new people who likes laughing much. We ate something every night just beside the fireplace.. Again I put some weight, I think:)

But one of the most permanent and important scene in my mind belongs to this trip, was endless whiteness. I started every new day with incredible, tranquil an cold white cloth over the ground which is shinning brightly with the sun.. That was amazing… I’ve realized that how much I miss playing snowball 🙂