When I was a child, it was a number one activity to play in playground for me. I enjoy to swing, slide and play with sands.
When I was a child, I love my life, my mother, father and my friends. I don’t know the real meaning of divorce, fight, struggle, competition, hate and dissappointment.. And of course the real pain that they gave. I was so innocent! I thought that life was so easy, pretty and filled with play. It was like a game.
Within a years I learned lots of things from life and from relationships.. I grew up and matured.. I felt in love and be loved.. I cried and laught.. I lost my loved ones and gained new precious.. I learned lots of things from life!
I still love to be in playground. I look at children and remember my childhood. Besides I love to think my own, I write a tales about them; their parents, siblings, their family life, school life and their sweet and innocent dreams. Like mines..
We need something to hold on in our life, especially in bad times.. This may be somebody, some place or something that is important for us. When I was a child, this was playing in a playground for me. It was like a shelter to escape fights, to cry secretly, to forget hurtful words or just to play without thinking something.
I still love to be in playground. I watch children playing each other and older people with walking stick. That’s the truth of life: We were in playground, then we grew up its periphery. Meanwhile we learned lots of things and maybe we had an own child. We fight, we scared, we compete.. And someday when we getting old, we still keep going to be in playground.
Nothings is going to be changed..
Lots of things is going to be changed.!
*To myself.
May be I can not understand what you had lived in your past and got affected from it so much, And
May be nothing will earse that experience from your mind and you are going to live with that forever but the only thing ı can offer you ,If you accept ofcourse, is “whenever you want to play playground, I will be just right there for you, and play it with you….. whenever you want or whatever you wanna play just call my name!”
And the last thing I wanna tell you is whatever happened in your past and how it affected your life, There are people that love you and love your excellent personality, heart with their whole heart! And just know that This feeling is not going to be changed! (At least ı can tell this for my self)
Umut Lale